BULLWINKLE

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 03:18:04 GMT

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Wed, 20 Sep 2006 03:15:31 GMT

So yeah, I've been shitty about not posting a good-bye entry, so here it is...

I've been on LJ for just over 4 years, and it's helped me through the toughest times in my life... I just don't need it anymore. I'm spending more time focusing on school and finding a job and normal having-a-life things.

So while things aren't good around here, I think I'm finally over all of the shit that's been going on since I first started LJ.

And to the handful of people who I totally and completely owe my life to:
you know who you are, love and kisses.

p.s.
I still keep up on Dugera happenings, so keep writing, yo. XD

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 05:37:14 GMT

[mood | yum, peanut butter]
[music | TV ]

I spent most of today sniffing inscence at the dollar store and sitting on the floor of Ben's living room. And I tivo'd Dazed And Confused tonight!
...is it possible to be a stoner and not smoke pot? XD

I typed up a long entry this morning, but it just made me sound immature and angsty. I'm going to focus on the positive, okay?

Summer needs to be over. I like seeing people every day.

P.S. (mainly for Shmurf)
My neck is oozing. Is that bad?

hehe... goat.
http://community.livejournal.com/engrish/223733.html#cutid1

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 17:21:00 GMT

Because I haven't put up a youtube link in FORVER...
Sonny is terrifying koala (scariest infestation EVER) and I kinda want to make sweet, sweet love to Jono's hair.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7hYb08E8iGY
Yay, Girl/Boy song!

This was the straw that broke the camel's back.

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 16:20:22 GMT

[mood | crying]
[music | Rancid ♥ "Time Bomb" ]

Another fucking day of sitting at home being pissed off at my mother. This is bullshit.
It would be so much better if we lived in town where I could walk around and just see people.

I'm kind of freaking out about things right now. I haven't heard from my dad since the day before Father's day, Storm might have to get another surgery done on his back, and I'm not even going to get started on Shmurf.

I accidentally took my mom's seroquel last night instead of the medicine I'm supposed to be taking and I slept from 8 last night to 10 this morning. I feel like shit because Shmurf's been trying to talk to me all day and I haven't wanted to talk on the phone. She's going to Ben's today anyways, so whatever.

Yesterday was pretty awesome. I did a lot of sewing and drawin g and I took some pictures of everything. I'll post them later. I'm currently not speaking to my mother and my camera's upstairs.

I'll start commenting again in a few days.
For now, I'm going to try to chill out.

p.s.
Can anyone tell me if my icon is spelled right? I don't know Finnish at all, but some of you do.

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 18:29:50 GMT

The internet hates me and will load everything except LJ pages. My last entry took me like 8 tries to do, and it pretty much refuses to let me check my flist.

So I guess I'll be gone untill the internet decides to stop being a whore.

Maybe this means I need to get off my lazy ass and clean my room?

The internet hates me. >:U

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 21:37:06 GMT

[mood | hot]
[music | Rancid ♥ "Ruby Soho" ]

I made pretzels from scratch and they're yummy.

Today's my mom's birthday. Woot.

I've been drawing random comics on Hunter's magnadoodle, except no one in my family gets them, because it's mostly poking fun at the scene. I'm thinking about putting them on paper and starting a webcomic (cuz, y'know... all the cool kids are doing it these days).

Sam Goody's going out of business and the only CDs they had left was a whole rack of 75 cent Scott Stapp CDs. This made us giggle.

Ben's Abercrombie photo shoot.
It's our mission to one day get kicked out of A&F, but all the salespeople are too afraid to talk to us.

Mitch fucking Hedberg.
He'd be proud.

One escalator was temporarily stairs, but this one was temporarily DANGEROUS!

Hahaha... oh man, Shmurf would be pissed if I told you the story behind this.

I took off my shoes and made patterns in the rain on the sidewalk outside the mall. Then some dick with a stroller ruined it.

Look at Shmurf's new Adeline hoddie! She got a tee shirt too. Yay Billie Joe's clothing line.

We were dancing in the rain!

Ben said something weird/gross when he took this one I think. I don't know why we were so afraid of him taking a picture.

I stole Steve's stylish work hat. I'm a fashionista, yo!

Section One: Looks

How would you personally describe yourself, without using any labels?
--Physical description? I'm tall and chunky, and I have blue eyes. I usually wear a skirt and some sort of band tee shirt. And yay for color coordination.

If you HAD to fit into any stereotype, what would it be?
--I've got too much of my own opinions to be a scene queen, so I'm more of a hippie.

What kind of clothes fill your wardrobe?
--EVERYTHING. A lot of thrift store and rummage sale clothes. Stuff I made, and a few overpriced things from the mall.

How many pairs of trousers (pants) do you own?
--A lot, but the only ones I ever wear is a pair of plain blue jeans and my black and grey Tripp pants. I'm a skirt girl.

How many skirts?
--Probably around 15. I wear those almost every day.

How many tops?
--A million. I buy band tees like most people buy food. It's kind of obvious by now that I'm a total whore for clothes.

How many coats?
--One or two, but I never wear them

How many jackets?
--Like hoodies? Um... three or four.

What is your most unusual item of clothing?
--Hehe... oh man, I have to pick one? Either my pink and black striped/polka-dotted skirt or my blue and green 50's housewife skirt

The most expensive item?
--My mallards hockey jerseys are about $80 each, but I only ever wear them to games, so they don't really count. Probably my Tripp pants at about $60. I usually buy my clothes secondhand or make them. (Unless you wanna talk about shoes, then that's a whoooole different story XD)

What colours suit you most?
--Black, grey, purple, red, green and pink is about all I wear.

Do people judge you by the clothes you wear?
--Some people do, and it's a good thing sometimes. I like it when people ask if I made the tons of jewelry I wear every day, or when they ask if I'm an artist or a tree hugger, or if I like the band on my shirt.

Do you feel you are ever labelled unfairly?
--I hate it when people pull their kids away from me or treat my meanly because I look a little different. I'm nice as hell, and I love kids.

Do you think fashion followers are simply sheep with no mind of their own?
--Arond here, yes, because even the popular kids are behind fashion.

List the contents of your make up bag:
--2 Mark Eyeshadow Quads, Generic waterproof mascara, Morbid makeup green eyeliner, Mark eyeliner in Pretty Black and Pretty Blue.

Do you think you are naturally pretty/attractive?
--Most of the time

Who is the prettiest person you know?
--In preppy girls, Molly. In weird girls, Heaven. In preppy boys, Dima before he cut off his hair, and in weird boys... that one guy who I had a crush on all year (I can't remember his name).

If you could look like any celebrity/famous person, who would it be?
--Brody Dalle or Dita Von Teese

If you could steal any wardrobe, whose would it be?
--Your typical scene girl, they always have the cutest damn clothes (except Jenaeaea, she looks bad). Or a mix of Mary-Kate, Billie Joe, and Brode Dalle

If possible, insert a picture of your favourite clothing?
--I have it, but I'm too lazy. It's a blue camo tee shirt, or my black Bam tee with the purple bats

Do you buy clothes online, or do you prefer to shop for them personally?
--I'd rather go to a store, but it's so hard to find cute clothes in my size around here.

What kind of jewelry do you wear?
--Every day, I wear a ton of bracelets (candy-kid ones, hemp ones, little kid ones, and random kitty collars), a plack pearl necklace, a metal ball necklace, a necklace with a little silver gun, and a necklace with a little pink skull.

What are you wearing at the moment?
--Snoopy lounge pants and a dark green thermal shirt.

What annoys you the most about your hair?
The color and it's too short.

Does it grow quickly or slowly?
--Too damn slow

What colour is it?
--My natural dark brown with blonde streaks in front

What part of your appearance is most complimented?
--My eyes or my bracelets

Are you self conscious or confident?
--It depends on who I'm with, what I'm wearing, and what I'm doing.

Do you look more like your mum or your dad?
--I look a lot like my dad did when he was my age.

Would you like to look like either?
--Not really

What colour are your eyes?
--A weird blue/grey color

Finally, show us a picture of yourself:
--:points up:

Section 2: Movies

What are your favourite movies?
--Haggard, The CKY movies, SLC Punk!, Fight Club, Moulin Rouge, 28 Days Later, Dawn Of The Dead, and anything with zombies.

How often do you watch them?
--I watch movies pretty much every day

Do you have a large DVD/Video collection?
--Steve just organized the whole family's and we have around 300, but there are about 50 that are just mine.

What are your favourite genres?
--Animation, Indie, Horror

What rating do you watch the most?
--R, because I like gore, hehe.

Who are your favourite actors?
--Your mom makes great porno.

What is your favourite;
Comedy: Haggard
Horror: 28 Days Later
Sci Fi: n/a
Action: n/a
Fantasy: n/a
Epic: n/a
Oldie: Wizard Of Oz
Historical: The Color Purple
Disney: Nemo
True Story: Does Jackass count? I think Thirteen was a true story.
Family: Over The Hedge
Romance: White Oleander or Moulin Rouge
Tragedy: Romeo and Juliet

Section 3: TV

How much TV do you watch in a day?
--Whatever's on when I go upstairs

Do you ever procrastinate by watching too much?
--Not often

Do you watch it to fall asleep?
--I watch my VLB dvds when I go to bed

What type of TV shows do you watch?
--Medium, Last comic Standing, and reruns of Zim, Project Runway, and Viva. I watch a lot of true-crime detective shows, too. I'm too cheap to buy the Dead Like Me DVDs, so they need to bring that show back so bad.

Do you like any soaps?
--No, but I make fon of Shmurf because she does.

What are your favourites?
N/A

What reality shows do you watch?
--Jackass, Viva, and Last Comic Standing if that counts

What is your favourite cartoon?
--Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends, Billie and Mandy, Rocko's Modern Life, and Courage The Cowardly Dog.

Who is your favourite TV actor/actress?
--The CKY-iverse, Alyson Hannigan, and a few others.

Who are your favourite TV presenters?
What?

Section 4: Music

On average, how much music do you listen to a day?
--It's on with whatever I do. And if I'm not watching my VLB DVDs, I have it on repeat at bedtime

How many Cds do you own?
--At least 500 :hides:.

Are you listening to any music at the moment (like what)?
--I'm listening to Rancid's "And Out Come The Wolves".

What are your favourite songs?
--The list is far too long to type up.

What are your favourite albums?
--Again, way too many, but my recent loves are anything by Taking Back Sunday, Rancid, Nirvana, Bright Eyes, Brand New, The Streets, AVA, and a ton of others.

Who are your favourite artists?
--:points to userinfo:

Who are your favourite groups?
--:points up:

What are your favourite music genres?
--Punk, early-emo, Post-emo, dance punk, pop punk, hardcore, metal, classic rock, hip-hop, techno, ska, reggaeton.

What would you personally call your music, if you could make up a new genre?
--What?

What are your favourite music videos?
--Ooh... good question... I don't really watch music on tv, but I think P!ATD has the right idea, and Duran Duran always looks sharp.

Who are your favourite vocalists?
--I cannot even begon to pick

Who are your favourite musicians?
:sigh: your mother

Who is your favourite guitarist?
Mister Billie Joe Armstrongface, of course. He has such a unique way of playing.

What are your guilty pleasures in music?
--Spice Girls, Snoop Dogg, and Techno

Can you sing?
--No, but it never stops me.

If you were in a band, what position would you take?
--I have to go with Karen and say drums, but because they're easier and I can stay behind the scenes.

What kind of music would you play?
--Ska, fo-sho

What kind of music do you absolutely hate with a passion?
--Mainstream pop and country.

Section 5: You
What are your good qualities?
--I try my hardest to live a good, honest, life.

What are your bad qualities?
--Pick one, there's a lot.

What do you love most in the world?
--Music, art, love, friends, family, rain, the internet, fashion (in that order)

What do you hate most in the world?
--Bush, snow, a few people sometimes.

What are your fears?
--Never leaving here, snakes, panic attacks, and dreams that leave me feeling vulnerable.

What are your hobbies and pastimes?
--reading, writing, art, music, playing outside, chilling downtown by the river.

Where are your favourite places?
--My front lawn, downtown (either here or Rock Island), Hawaii, florida

What is your favourite country?
--Britain

When were you born?
--9.24

What is your name?
--Brittany

In what ways are you creative?
--A lot

Have you;
Ever written a novel? Not yet.
A Short Story? Yes.
A Poem? Yes
A Song? Yes
Do you daydream? Yes.
Are you more of a morning or night person? Late night, early morning.
What qualities do you look for in a friend? Fun, good heart, open mind.
Do you make friends easily? Yes.

Section 6: Sexual Preferences
RELATIONSHIPS
Do you have a significant other? (If single, skip this section)
No

What is their name?

How old are they?

Can you insert a picture or describe their appearance?

How long have you been going out together?

Is it love?

Can you see yourself marrying them?

SINGLES
How long have you been single?
--Since december

Do you prefer it that way?
--Yes.

Are you scared of commitment?
--No

Do you like anyone?
--Kinda

What is your type so to speak?
--Fucked-up people, I guess.

SEX
How comfortable are you filling out these kind of questions?
--Meh...

Is it your favourite section?
--Not really

Are you a virgin?
--Yep.

If youre not, was your first time special?
N/A.

If you are, do you feel you are too young, or are you just waiting for the right person?
--Both

Do you feel that underage sex is wrong (say, between 14-16)?
--As long as you're mature/responsible enough, and you're okay with the possiblility of having a baby with that person, I think it's okay..

Section 7: Food & Drink

What are your favourite;
Meals: Hasbrowns and pancakes with gravy
Lunches: Grilled Cheese or taco bell
Breakfasts: Tea and oatmeal
Snacks: Vaggies
Dessert: Cheesecake
Ice cream flavour: Whatever kind, really.
Chocolate brand: A local place called Lagomarcino's.
Junk food: I dunno, Creme Eggs.
Crisp/chip flavour: Tortilla Chips
Fizzy drink: Rockstar
Cold drink: Italian Cream Soda blended w/whiped cream from Java Staion.
Hot drink: Tea
Meat: The fake kind.
Veggie: cauliflower
Fruit: Watermelon
Restaurant: Does Taco Bell count? I'm gonna say Olive Garden.
Pub/bar: Ew, no thanks..

How much do you think about food?
--Whenever I get hungry or I have to sit down and make a groecery list for Steve.

Are you vegetarian?
--Yep!

Section 8: Beliefs
What do you think of religion?
--It starts too many wars, so I stay away from it.

What are your personal beliefs?
--Athiest. My main ponts of beliefs revolve around music and Fight Club (The book, not the movie).

Do you believe in reincarnation?
--I'm not sure if I do or not.

Ghosts?
--Yes. And if you don't go visit my grandma's house in muscatine, the Cemetary on Mulberry, or my old house in town.

Life on other planets?
--There has to be something somewhere.

Karma?
--Yes, to a certain extent.

Fate?
--Yes

Heaven?
--No.

Angels?
--Not in the wings-and-halos-with-shining-light-in-heaven-way, but yes, I believe in the.

Jesus?
--No.

God?
--No.

Section 9: The Internet

What are your favourite websites?
--LJ, Questionable Content, Foamy, Hotmail.

Do you have online journals and profile sites (what are they?)
--This one, my xanga, and I think a few others.

What is your internet server?
--DirecWay

Who are your internet friends?
--Look at my FList!

Have you ever met anybody off the internet?
--I think so.

***
1. How tall are you barefoot?
--6'

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
--No

3. Do you own a gun?
--Yes

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
--Hehe, I have them, and I just got diagnosed yesterday. Depression and Bipolar.

5. How many letters are in your crush's name?
-- zero, because I don't really have anyone I've got my eye on at the moment.

6. What do you think of a hot dog?
--I refused to eat them even before I went veg.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
--"Yule Shoot Your Eye Out" by FOB or "All I Want For Xmas" by My Chem

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
--Orange Juice, or tea with a packet of oatmeal mixed in

9. Do you do push-ups?
--No.

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
--No, ub it is the only drug I'd ever consider trying.

12. Do you like the rain?
--Eff yes, I love it

13.Do you own a knife?
--A few

14. What do you smell like?
--Flour and tofu.

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
--Nope. How the fuck do you think I'm almost done with this?

16. Full initial?
--BPL

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
-- I need to get offline
-- I hope my internet isn't fucked up still
-- I really don't want to go bake more things...

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought.
-- Really cute top
-- Green/Tan Skirt
-- Fishnet tights

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink?
-- tea
-- rockstar
-- cherry coke
-- orange juice
-- milk

20. What time did you wake up today?
-- a little before 11

21. Can you spell?
-- usually

22. Current worry?
-- I need to clean my room

23. Current hate?
--The internet is going slow

24. Favorite place to be?
--Downtown or at a show

25. Least favorite place to be?
--Vera French

26. Have you seen donkey balls?
-- Probably

27. Do you own slippers?
--Yes, thay are AWESOME!

28. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
-- Celebrating the 10 year anniversary f you asking me this question!

29. Do you burn or tan?
--I burn so bad.

31. Would you give up your current life to be a pirate?
--OMFG YES!!!

32. Orange or Green?
--Green.

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
--Whatever CD I have in. It's usually FUtCT

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
-- My toys

35. What's in your pockets right now?
--I don’t have any pockets. I’m in my jammies.

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
--Hunter's Zombie face.

37. Bed sheets you had as a child?
--Minnie mouse.

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
--Sprained ankle.

39. What is your GPA?
--Fairly good.

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
--Six

41. Who is your loudest friend?
--Ben? I'm the loud one, usually.

42. Who is your most silent friend?
--Shmurf, unless Paul or Christie count

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
--No

44. Do you wish on stars?
--Yes.

45. What is your favorite book?
--Fight Club.

46. What song did you last hear?
"You Know How We Do" - TBS.

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
I made a whole list one day. It's somewhere...

49. What were you doing 12AM last night??
I was on the PETA2 boards.

50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
"It's fucking hot in here"

THIS SONG > YOU.

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 21:43:25 GMT

[mood | cold]
[music | Rancid - "Junkie Man"]

Peetah's blogging is getting crazy. I've said it a million times, but he writes what I need to hear.

I just got back from my appointment. I'm on depression medication now, and I go back in 3 weeks to get put on meds for anxiety. I don't really want to be on medication but fuck am I tired of feeling like this. She mostly just asked about family history and I took a fill-in-the-bubbles standard "crazy person test". I told her my dad's schitzophrenic, so she aksed me a million times if I heard voices or had hallicunations (I don't). The first thing she said when she saw me was that I look like a very artistic person, and that's always nice to hear. A bathroom got myseriously VWT'd today... gee... I don't know who could have done it... :shifty eyes:

Shmurf went home today. Saturday we went to the mall and molested a cardboard Johnny Depp. Shmurf totally touched the monkey button and we saw a book called "Jesus Christ" and she yelled "OH MY GOD, JESUS CHRIST". We joked about moving the bibles to the Religious Fiction section. Come to think of it, I'm surprised we didn't get kicked out.

We had a lot of fun at the mall with Benface when he got there, and I spent almost all of my money on pretty clothes that were on sale.

That night we played in the rain and named the kittens Fleedly-Dop-Dop and Fleedly-Doo, because we're cool like that. And we stayed up late talking about things that needed to be said and we realized that the two of us are too fucked up in the head to not keep each other up-to-date with what's going on.

Yesterday we played in the hose and found a teeny-tiny little toad that we named Jorje. I tried and failed at making a VWT shirt, but at least we had fun. We watched "The Hills Have Eyes" and got really pissed that they didn't eat the damn baby. And I lasso'd Shmurf's toe.

Even though this post was mainly for the pictures of this weekend, and I just uploaded them, I'm not gonna post them yet. Later, for sure.

1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR EX IF YOU COULD?
-- Nope. He asked me out a few months ago and I said no.

2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
-- the AFI one with a moth

3. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
-- Hehe... maybe.

4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP 8?
-- I don't have a top 8. Myspace Tom can kiss my ass.

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
-- a few

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
-- One or two

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
-- I am not even going into that one today.

8. DO YOU MAKE OVER 40K A YEAR?
-- :snark: NO!

9. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
-- My middle name's pretty cool. Or a hippie name like Rain or something.

10. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
-- Hehe, a true lady never kisses and tells.

11. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BDAY?
-- I hung out at my house with Shmurf and the family

13. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
-- (I totally had to look, because Shmurf's the only one that ever calls and hers is "Hash Pipe" By Weezer) It's "I Write Sins..." by P!ATD

14. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP?
-- 9 in the AM.

15.WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT
-- Trying to sleep

16. HOW MANY OF YOUR EX'S ARE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
-- none

17. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
-- um... no.

18. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
-- Leave Iowa

20. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR SIBLING(S)?
-- I get along with Hunter, but not Storm

21. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
-- I wish I was a little less dramatic.

22. IF YOU HAD $250,000...HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT?
-- I'd spend half on clothes/CDs and the rest woud go towards colleges

23.HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
-- I don't have a job.

25. LAST PERSON YOU CALLED?
-- Steveman

26. LAST THING YOU ATE?
-- Mint sundae cone

27. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
-- June, because it's warm and my mom and storm's bdays are in June

28. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
-- March, because there's alway so much drama, or any winther months because cold weather pisses me off.

29. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED?
-- Probably something of Shmurf's or a pair of Storm's socks

30. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
-- Your mom

31. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
-- My f'list

32. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
-- Your mother

33. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
-- Not answering this one...

34. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
-- Yeah, probably.

35. WHAT PHYSICAL FEATURE DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE SAME/OPPOSITE SEX?
-- Hair is the most important thing when it comes to looks for me. Bad hair is the worst turnoff.

36. FAVORITE FOOD?
-- Potatoes of some sort

37. FAVORITE DESSERT?
-- Cheesecake

38. LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
-- What's with all the questions about kissing? I'm not telling. XD

39. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
-- There's only one person I wish would die, but I'd get put on an FBI Watch List if I said. I'd probably thank god, sing "Haha You're Dead" by GD and then die a little because that would mean Cheney would be riunning America. :shivers:

40. LAST PERSON WHO SAID THEY LOVED YOU:
-- Baby Hunter

41. LAST PERSON YOU SAID LOVE YOU TO:
-- Everyone tells Hunter that they love him all the time. That kid pwns your face.

42. DO YOU OWN A CAMERA PHONE?
-- Ew, no thanks. Unless it's a sidekick, I don't want one.

1) Bold what is true about you.
2) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
3) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
4) Tag five LJ friends.

* I miss somebody right now.
* I don't watch much TV these days.
* I own lots of books.
* I wear glasses or contact lenses.
* I love to play video games.
* I've tried marijuana.
* I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
* I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.
* I curse sometimes. As opposed to constantly.
* I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
* I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
* I have broken someone's bones.
* I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
* I hate the rain.
* I'm paranoid at times.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I need/want money right now.
* I love sushi.
* I talk really, really fast.
* I have fresh breath in the morning.
* I have long hair.
* I have lost money in Las Vegas.
* I have at least one sibling.
* I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
* I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
* I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
* I like the way that I look.
* I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
* I am usually pessimistic.
* I have a lot of mood swings.
* I think prostitution should be legalized.
* I slept with a roommate.
* I have a hidden talent.
* I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
* I have a lot of friends.
* I have pecked someone of the same sex.
* I enjoy talking on the phone.
* I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
* I love to shop and/or window shop.
* I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
* I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
* I have a cell phone.
* I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
* I've rejected someone before.
* I currently love someone.
* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
* I want to have children in the future.
* I have changed a diaper before.
* I've called the cops on a friend before.
* I'm not allergic to anything.
* I have a lot to learn.
* I am shy around the opposite sex.
* I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
* I have at least 5 away messages saved.
* I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
* I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
* I own the "South Park" movie.
* I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
* I enjoy some country music.
* I would die for my best friends.
* I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
* I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
* Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
* I have dated a close friend's ex.
* I am happy at this moment.
* I'm obsessed with guys.
* Democrat.
* Republican.
* I am punk rockish.
* I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
* I study for tests most of the time.
* I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
* I can work on a car.
* I love my job(s).
* I am comfortable with who I am right now.
* I have more than just my earlobes pierced.
* I walk barefoot wherever I can.
* I have jumped off a bridge.
* I love sea turtles.
* I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
* I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
* I am proficient on a musical instrument.
* I hate office jobs.
* I went to college out of state.
* I am adopted.
* I am a pyro.
* I have thrown up from crying too much.
* I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
* I fall for the worst people.
* I adore bright colors.
* I usually like covers better than originals.
* I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
* I can pick up things with my toes.
* I can't whistle.
* I have ridden/owned a horse.
* I still have every journal I've ever written in.
* I talk in my sleep.
* I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
* I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
* I wear a toe ring.
* I have a tattoo.
* I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
* I am a caffeine junkie.
* I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
* If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
* I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
* I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
* I'm an artist.
* I am ambidextrous.
* I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
* If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
* I have terrible teeth.
* I hate my toes.
* I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
* I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
* I have lived in either three different states or countries or provinces
* I am extremely flexible.
* I love hugs more than kisses.
* I want to own my own business. I'll never get rich working for somebody else.
* I smoke.
* I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
* Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
* Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.
* I am proficient in the use of many types firearms and combat weapons.
* I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
* I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.
* I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
* I have played strip poker with someone else before.
* I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
* I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
* I can't stand being alone.
* I have at least one obsession at any given time.
* I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
* I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
* I'm a judgmental asshole.
* I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
* I have traveled on more than one continent.
* I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.
* I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
* I am a Libertarian.
* I can speak more than one language.
* I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
* I would rather read than watch TV
* I like reading fact more than fiction.
* I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
* I have no piercings.
* I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.
* I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
* I've been married and am now divorced.
* There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
* I like most animals better than most people.?
* I own a collection of retro game consoles.
* The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
* I have hit someone with a dead fish.
* I have written/read erotic stories.
* I am compulsively honest.
* I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
* I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
* I have gone from wishing I was a boy to revelling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.
* I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
* I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
* I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
* I dislike milk.
* I obsessively wash my hands.
* I always carry something significant around with me.
* Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
* I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
* Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.
* I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.
* I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
* I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time I was v. little
* Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed.
* I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
* I do not 'get' most comedy acts.
* I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.
* I don't like to chew gum.
* I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it.
* I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.
* Had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
* I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.
* I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.
* I love to sing.
* I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.
* I have a custom-built computer.
* I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
* I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.
* I've gone skinny-dipping.
* I've performed in three plays, all of them Shakespeare.
* I enjoy burritos.
* I'm Irish and lovin' it.
* I have a thing for redheads.
* I am a twin!
* Most times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.
* Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
* I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.
* I wish I could do High School all over again.
* I have big interest swings every year.
* I have loved Pokemon since the beginning and continue to do so.
* There's no genre of music I dislike.
* I've read every work written by my favorite author(s)
* No matter how much I sleep, I'm always tired.
* I'd rather eat out than cook.
* I am obsessed with actors that are older than I am.
* I can move my little toes independently.
* I enjoy purchasing and wearing articles of clothing and/or accessories that have skulls on them.
* I trip over my own feet at least once a week.
* I hate not knowing how to love
* I still fantasize once in a while about an ex.
* I find incredible freedom in being restricted.
* I hate shopping for shoes.
* I really dislike the color yellow.
* I watch a movie almost every day

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 05:28:23 GMT

[mood | hyper]
[music | Green Day - "Platypus (Worry Rock)"]

Much love to Zoe for kicking ass and sending me music all of the time. I love her to death.

I'm loving VWT extra lately. I don't know why, but the LOLZ have been super good.

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.
(damn, all of "Louder Now" won't fit)

In no particular order
1. "Twenty Twenty Surgery" - Taking Back Sunday
2. "Yule Shoot Your Eye Out" - Fall Out Boy
3. "It's Cool, We Can Still Be Friends" - Bright Eyes
4. "Let's Get It On" - Patrick Stump :melt:
5. "Ape Dos Mil" - Glassjaw
6. "You Can't Con An Honest John" - The Streets
7. "Gummi Bears" - Suburban Legends
(there are a million more)

______________

Look at my LJ interests. Pick 5 that you find confusing or intriguing, and comment here. I'll explain what it means and what makes it significant to me.
Then, if you want, please post this in your own LJ, if you'd be so kind, so that I can learn about your interests.
(I took out all of my interests except for the super-unique ones awhile ago)

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 23:26:12 GMT

[mood | allergic]
[music | Bright Eyes ]

The finished product. You can't really tell by looking at it, but it started out as random TBS lyrics, and it turned into a huge thing about growing up. Pretty much everything on there means something important to me.
I spent soooooo many god damn hours on this, you wouldn't fucking believe.

Cookies to whoever guess the song.

1993 was kickass.

You can't have a map of my life without mentioning Durden in there somewhere. Fight Club is life.

I hate numbers, but all the ones on here had signifigance. I wish I could've found 11:11

The phrase "train wreck" turns up in almost every collage I do. It's a running theme, I guess?

Hehe, Clandestine love. (That's the closest I'll ever get to owning clan merch, the shit is so fucking expensive) It's more to symbolize the Pete!Drama and Pete!Lyrics. And the peace sign, because I'm a total hippie at heart.

There's a million more things on the collage that mean the world to me, but those are all the ones I care to explain...

My hair is getting long! I still have so far for it to go before I plan on cutting it, though.

I got these hot-ass sunglasses for only a dollar today.
And yes, I was talking to Shmurf on the phone

I'm a pixie! But shh! It's a secret!
(I was so allergic to one of the eyeshadows I used on this, and my eyes are still so muffed up)

The Girly Meme
01. ( ) I did ballet
02. ( ) I did gymnastics
03. (X) I paint my fingernails/toenails
04. (x) I wear/ have worn flip flops as anything other than beach wear
05. (x) I own clothes that are pink
06. ( ) I watch Dr Who because I fancy the Doctor
07. (x) I own hair straighteners
08. ( ) I drink alco pops
09. (x) I enjoy clothes shopping
10. (x) I keep a teddy bear on my bed
11. (x) I prefer high heels to flats
12. (x) I don’t know the ‘offside rule’
13. ( ) I prefer diet drinks to full fat
14. (x) I love bubble baths
15. (x) I read lifestyle magazines
16. (x) Valentine’s day is a good thing
17. (x) I would love to have a photo shoot
18. (X) I love to get dressed up
19. ( ) I use a hair dryer
20. ( ) I am scared of spiders
21. ( ) I use fake tanning products
22. (X) I can’t change a tire
23. ( ) I can’t change a plug
24. (x) I have thought about names for my as yet unconceived children
25. ( ) I go to the gym in preference to doing sport
26. ( ) I see myself as fatter than I am
27. (x) I like to receive flowers
28. (X) I like things that are pretty for pretty’s sake
29. ( ) I enjoy talking on the phone
30. ( ) Cushions have a point
31. (X) I accessorize
32. (x) I ‘coo’ over babies
33. (X) I keep a diary
34. ( ) I eat salads in restaurants – as a main course
35. ( ) I am on/ have ever been on a diet
36. (X) I like chick flicks
37. ( ) I won’t leave the house without make up
38. (x) I enjoyed/ would enjoy being a bridesmaid
39. (x) Weddings are romantic
40. ( ) I exfoliate my skin
41. ( ) I have a skincare routine and stick to it religiously
42. ( ) I sunbathe
43. (x) Camping is Wrong
44. ( ) I like to read books that involve romance
45. ( ) I have more female friends than male
47. ( ) I don’t like to do any activities that may break my nails
48. ( ) I go to beauty salons
49. (x) I have matching underwear
50. (x) I don’t drink pints
51. (X) I like glitter
52. (x) I take vitamin supplements regularly
53. (x) I have read a self help book
54. (x) I like going into gift shops
55. (X) Chocolate is wonderful
56. (x) I know what pilates is
57. (x) I tell my female best friend everything
58. (x) I own concealer
59. (x) I take great pride in wrapping presents well
60. (x) I have been known to ‘flutter’ my eyelashes
61. (x) I always take a handbag out with me
62. (X) I use lip balm whether I have chapped lips or not
63. (x) I believe in fairies
64. (X) I enjoyed playing with Barbie/Sindy dolls as a child
65. ( ) I own more than 5 teddy bears
66. (x) I own more than 10 pairs of shoes
67. ( ) I worry about cellulite
68. (x) I know the names of all of my friends' children
69. (x) The number 69 isn’t just about sex you know
70. (x) I have more than one hand bag
71. (X) I have no sense of direction
73. (X) I like candles
74. ( ) My fiancé expecting me to be ready to go out in 5 minutes is simply unreasonable
75. ( ) I read my horoscope
76. ( ) I read my fiancé’s horoscope
77. ( ) Wearing too much black drains the colour out of me
78. ( ) I don’t do DIY
79. (x) I use eye cream
80. (x) I wanted to be a princess when I was little
81. ( ) Farting in front of anyone is deeply embarrassing
82. ( ) I drink 8 glasses of water a day
83. ( ) I use at least SPF15 on my face every day
84. (x) I can’t punch
85. (x) I get bra fitted on a regular basis
86. (x) I dance at parties without needing to be drunk
87. (x) The ladies toilets have social significance
88. ( ) I don’t like violence in films - or swearing
89. ( ) I have never climbed a tree
90. ( ) Not being able to shower every day would be unbearable
91. (x) Girl’s nights out/ girl’s nights in are fabulous
92. (x) I wear skirts out of choice
93. (X) I have been referred to as ‘giggly’
94. (x) I like to be ‘pretty’
95. ( ) Men are from Mars and women are from Venus
96. ( ) Bakeries are a den of temptation
97. ( ) Baby clothes are just so adorable
98. (x) I drink herbal tea
99. ( ) I have been known to put on a ‘girly’ voice
100.(x) I love jewelery

[EDIT]
The razor bling necklace I want so damn bad is back on clandestine for sale and I have enough money for it!
I'm SO buying it if my shopping plans for this weekend fall through.
If I end up spending this money, I'll just save up for a few weeks till I can buy it.
I need it.

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 17:09:47 GMT

[mood | hungry]
[music | The Pink Spiders ♥ "Lovers Into Ghosts"]

I feel like a dork because Pete's last blogspot entry made me cry.
Not the whole middle/ring finger debate, he just has a tendency t o write the things I need to hear.
I still have all of ohoneohone saved on my computer except for the friends only entries.

Therapy appointment today, shopping and Storm's birthday tomorrow, chilling on sunday, I get put on medication on monday, and tuesday is my mom's birthday.
I am so not ready for this week.

I was up till 3, but my collage is finally finished and I'm really proud of this one. Pictures/explination later.

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 20:47:14 GMT

[mood | oof]
[music | The Starting Line ♥ "Bedroom Talk"]

This post is mainly to declare that I fell flat on my ass just now.
You'd think I'd get the hang of walking one of these days, but I guess not...

I kinda feel like I've sold my soul to the devil because I'm cleaning up the mess of people I hate for $50. But in all honetsy, I'd def. sell my soul for a nice pair of shoes (but they'd have to be really nice shoes).

Oh well, it's ten times easier than I expected.

So yeah... this post sucks. I'm jsut trying to kill time.

FAVORITES...
Favorite Place= The Mark. A lot of cool things like Green Day and hockey happened there.
Favorite Soda= Code Red.
Favorite Animal= M00SE!
Favorite Weather= Muggy.

DO YOU...
Do you wish you could live somewhere else= anywhere but here.
Do you want more piercings= Heck yes.
Do you want a tattoo= Lots!
Do you like Cleaning= No. Have you seen my damn house?

LASTS...
Last talked to= Sarah.
Last thought= "My hip fucking hurts"
Last showered= Last night.
Last movie watched= Ummm... Haggard!

FOR OR AGAINST...
Long distance relationships= Against.
Killing People= Against.
Teenage smoking= Against.
Gay Marriage= Yay! Gey love > you.
Abortion= I've heard good arguements from both sides, so I just stay out of it..

HAVE YOU...
Ever cried over a girl or boy= Yes.
Ever been arrested= Yes.
Ever had a friend die= Yes, and it's def. one of the hardest things that has ever happened in my life. It was almost 6 years ago and it still bothers me a lot sometimes.
Ever dated a cousin= Um... ew. No.
Ever used a gun= Yes
Ever finished a puzzle= Yes.
Ever got surgery= No.
Ever got beat up= Hehe, yes...
Ever hated someone= A few people
Ever made a huge mistake= All the time
Ever jogged a mile= Yes

LAST PERSON WHO...
Slept in your bed= Me, but that was at least a month ago
Saw you cry = My mom, maybe? Probably Shmurf
Made you cry = Adam Lazzara and his amazing lyrics
Yelled at you = Hunter

PICK ONE...
Blue or Red= Red.
Spring or Fall= Fall, my birthday's in september
Summer or Winter= Summer! Winter =Death

RANDOM STUFF...
Criminal record= None, becuaae I talked the cop out of putting stuff on my record...
Do you speak any other languages fluently= I'm fairly good with spanish, but I'd like to speak spanish and finnish fluently
Piercings and where= A few on my ears
Your Initials= BPL
How old do you look= People ask me if i'm in college all the time.
How old do you act= I'm usually pretty carefree and stuff, but I can get really serious in a hurry if I need to.
Do you have any pets= 3 dogs and 2 cats.
Do you get embarrassed= Yes, but I'm a little weird, myself, so it takes a lot.

Q. What's your current relationship status?
A. Single... poop.

Q. What exactly are you wearing right now?
A. AFI t-shirt and snoopy lounge pants.

Q. What is your current problem?
A. Trying to find a ride and people to go to the mall with me this weekend.

Q. Who do you love most?
A. Oh man, I have to pick? Hunter.

Q. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would it be?
A.I'm not saying, but there I one big thing. Oh, and to sleep with your mom when I had the chance.

Q. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would it be?
A. A kitty. Cat's have the life, man.

Q. Ever have a near death experience?
A. Not unless it involves me almost killing myself a few times.

Q. Name an obvious quality you have?
A. It's pretty obvious I'm nuts...

Q. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head?
A. "Bedroom Talk" by The Starting Line... I sing it all the time.

Q. Who will copy and paste this first?
A. Hehe, probably Cattlin or Rachel.

Q. Name someone with the same b-day as you:
A. My cousin Cody.

Q. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
A. Hehe, so fun.

Q. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
A. Yes.

Q. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
A. When I had funky-colored hair, I got Kell Osborne a lot.

Q. Are you comfortable with your height?
A. Yes... I'm 6'

Q. Have you ever been rushed into the emergency room?
A. Yeah, no fun.

Q. What color shirt are you wearing?:
A. Black.

Q. Name one thing that you do everyday?:
A. Check my flist.

Q. Who got you to join myspace?
A. FUCK MYSPACE. THE END.

Q. What city was your last taxi cab ride in?
A. Maui.

Q.Would you have a problem if your significant others ex was always around?
A. It depends on the ex, I guess.

"Jumping to conclusions made me fall away from you"

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 01:56:15 GMT

[mood | w00t, yo]
[music | The Starting Line ♥ "Best Of Me" (acoustic) ]

This weekend has a new plan!
I've been stuck at home forever, so I'm happy to get out and have some damn fun.

I'm cleaning the kitchen for $50 (it sounds like a lot, but my kitchen is fucking disgusting) because there's a bunch of stuff on sale at the mall.

It's more of an attempt to get away from my family than to get some clothes, but the cash is definately a perk.

p.s.
I am so in love with The Starting Line. I gave my copy of "Say It Like You Mean It" to someone, and now I'm beginning to regret it. This song is so good.

Dear weather, MY SINUSES HATE YOU! kthnxdie

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 21:50:18 GMT

[mood | tylenol can kiss my ass]
[music | Bright Eyes ♥ "It's Cool, We Can Still Be Friends" ]

I don't know how I managed to sleep till noon with the boys awake, but I feel 90 times better now.

I know people are always saying that sXe kids are arrogant and shit like that, but I do love how my friends and I can have the best time ever without any of that shit to bring us down. I mean, we don't do the most legal things ever, but we stay away from the whole drinking/drugs/smoking thing.
Outside of my really close group of friends, almost all of my friends are stoners. But I gues the only time I ever really hung out with them was during class and in the mornings by everyone's locker.

I have fallen in love with the Clandestine buzznet. Sometimes it's funny because of the ego and the fact that Dirty is the greatest person in the world. But sometimes it kinda gets to me because Peetuh has a way of hitting too close to home sometimes.

Cookies to whoever can find "100% Green Day" on youtube. fortheloveofpie was looking for it, and now I want to find it so I can show everyone where my username came from.

Have you ever noticed that in some of the interviews, it looks as if they've sat Tre down beforehand and told him to mind his manners? It's hilarious, because you can see where he wants to be crazy, but then he kinda bites his tongue and just sits there looking like a kid with ADD.

Billie kisses a big German dude. Aww.

Oh god, they should never put Tre in the middle. And wasn't there rumors that this was the tour that made Green Day hate Blink? Oh well, Mark saying "Oh come on, we've seen your penis before!" made me giggle.

I am so sick and tired of haters calling peice-of-shit, cookie-cutter, floppy-haired screamo bands "emo". If you want to label something emo, do it the right way and label The Promise Ring.

Bloodhound Gang singing "Vagina" on German tv with a bunch of girls on stage.

Bloodhound Gang is the only band that could have a song of entirely Ralph Wiggum quotes and have it be good. :le'sigh:

Suburban Legends is another one of those bands that I never really got into untill a member died. Their drummer was killed in a motorcycle accident (last year, I think) but they were always one of the most kickass ska bands ever.

I will never, ever get tired of TMBG's video for "Ana Ng".

Trailer for the dudesons movie that comes out on DVD next month. Bam, Evil Jared, Jimmy Pop, and I think a few others are here, too.

I can't understand a word The Dudesons say, but god, are they entertaining (and Jukka, Jarno, and the piggie are cute).

The Gorilla Biscuits - "Start Today"
Yesterday you were on my back just to get my time.
I guess it's not as precious as it seems.
Because I found the time for hanging out and talking on the phone.
What should I expect, now that my time is free
And you're nowhere to be found.

Next time I'll try,
For the first time in my life.
It won't pass me by.
Procrastinate it can wait, I put it off.
Let's start today.

My room's a mess and I can't get dressed.
I gotta be out by eight o'clock.
Deep inside I know the answer.
Well there's no time like the present
And I'd like to hang out but who doesn't.
I've made enough mistakes for this lifetime.
Now I'm here to make amends.

Next time I'll try,
For the first time in my life.
It won't pass me by.
Procrastinate it can wait, I put it off.

Next time I'll try,
For the first time in my life.
It won't pass me by.
Procrastinate it can wait, I put it off

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 12:51:37 GMT

[mood | Z?]
[music | Nirvana ♥ "Negative Creep" ]

My first fic out of 19 is up! It took me an hour (which is a long time for me) even though it went really smoothly and I used a lot of stuff that's been bouncing around in my head for a long time.

I woke up after 2 and a half hours of sleep with the image of Dico trying to train a dog to say "Ching-ching" and it refused to let me go back to sleep untill I fic'd it. Oh well, I'll just take a nap later.

Would someone happen to have "Object of My Affection" by so_pseudogoth PAST chapter 8?
I was up until my eyes got droopy looking for chapter 9+, so if you have it in your memories, I'd really appreciate a link. It's my all-time favorite AU.

And so this isn't completely slash, here's Brand New playing "Guernica", a good song and a kickass painting. w00t, Picasso
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QezkLIugjk4&search=brand%20new
BN is one of those bands that I would hack my left arm off to go see (and I only have one left arm, so let's hope that the opportunity only ever rises once).

I'm gon' to bed, bitches. I'll see you all... later.

p.s. I totally love Rachel for the shoutout to me in her lj!

p.p.s.
With the exception of the Fall Out Boy ones, stick-person parodies usually aren't funny. This parody of "The Quiet Things that No One Ever Knows" isn't really funny, but the end is hilarious.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dC8q8AykMxI&search=brand%20new

I cannot motherfucking TYPE today...

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 00:24:45 GMT

"Name ten of life's simple pleasures that you like most, and then pick ten people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used. "

[In no particular order]
-- Finishing a good book
-- Doing normal things like running errands with my family
-- Listening to MSI or P!ATD really loud and dancing around all crazy-like
-- Getting crazy with my friends
-- THUNDERSTORMS
-- Getting packages in the mail
-- When someone else does the dishes
-- Shopping for clothes/CDs
-- Curling up on the floor with my doggies
-- Drinking hot cocoa and staying up all night for a jackass-athon

I tag everyone who hasn't done this yet, because it's all over my flist

Things I need to buy
-- Letter beads
-- New Sketchbook
-- MCR ~ "Life On The Murder Scene"
-- All the Bright Eyes CDs I don't have (eventually)
-- The Starting Line ~ "Based On A True Story"
-- The Punk Goes Pop cd because it's hilarious
-- CIWWAF ~ "The Same Old Blood Rush With A New Touch" (I listened to some of the songs (instead of just demos) and god, I love them. Shmurf is going to be so annoyed after I buy this cd and play it everywhere.)

Garrr... there's more but I can't remember...

You're so sensitive. I am, I am a machine

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 20:28:45 GMT

[mood | shitty]
[music | Mustard Plug ♥ "Brain On Ska" ]

I can't help but feel like
a weapon, a toy, and a pawn
Used for your entertainment.

Yours is the only name I don't mention here ______.

I'm up too late to wish on you at 11:11
(or maybe I just don't care)

Woah, I ended up with 19 fic requests.
I don't really feel like writing lately because I'm in super-angst-mode, but I'll be bored all next week and I'm always up all night, so it's cool.

Taking Back Sunday's "Louder Now" is amazing. I downloaded a few songs before I bought the album, but it was probably the best album I've heard so far this year. I've always loved how the vocals call back and forth and then they put them on top of the instruments to make something beautiful. I heard "MakeDamnSure" on Mikey Way's Myspace a long time ago, and a million times since then, but I'm still not tired of it. "Divine Intervention" is super-quiet, but I love it, and "Twenty Twenty Surgery" is my favorite (but they're all good). As always, the lyrics have a weird way of getting to me.

Has anyone heard anything about Brand New's new cd? I've been waiting sooooo long for it.

I'm still really good at mixing up dreams and reality.
I'll dream something happened or somebody said something to piss me off, and then I'll be pissed at them in real life because of it.
Grrr. I worry me.

I dreamt that Bam_ryan_otp got a cease-and-desist letter (because all it takes is one and then we're shut down forever) and I woke up in a bad mood...

Because I update with a youtube video pretty much every day...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u7miyAtNN-I
It's the Bloodhound Gang playing "Uhn Tiss, Uhn Tiss, Uhn Tiss" live for some MTV thing. Jimmy Pop's voice sounds really good on it (It must be the BSB shirt and scarf he's wearing), and there is much adorable ass-shaking and Evil Jared is always hardcore.

Ben flashing me and being a scrawny little freak...

He looks hardcore, but he's really singing karaoke to "Material Girl".
I'm not even kidding this time.

Eyeballs are for losers.
Shmurf is not a loser.

I totally cut myself out of this one because I looked scary.
I don't know why Ben is so dead-looking in this...

ANGRY SQUIRREL!!!

I was saying "Two!" but I don't know why.
Anyways, we look cool and you know it.

Ben has a part-time job as a dinosaur, because he's awesome like that.

"Okay guys, I'm gonna take this picture and... NOBODY LOOK AT THE CAMERA!"
Hehe, I dunno why this one's funny-looking...

We stole the small child's sunglasses and wore them...

Ben is also a... monkey?

This one would be adorable if Shmurf wasn't so damn evil-looking...

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 04:50:27 GMT

[mood | life hurts]
[music | TBS ♥ "Error: Operator" ]

I think I realized today that I can't really go to Shmurf with my problems anymore. I don't know why really... I just can't.
And that kinda hurts.

A good time was had tonight anyways.
Shmurf's grandma is the nicest lady ever and her grampa loves hockey, so he's automatically cool.
Ben came out too and we fucked around and took a million pictures that I'll post tomorrow when I'm not half-dead.

"Louder Now" (Taking Back Sunday) came in the mail today, because the mailman knew that if he didn't bring it that I was going to kick his fucking teeth in. It's amazing, I'll write more tomorrow after I've listened to it all the way through.

This song has awesome memories

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 20:13:48 GMT

[mood | bitter]
[music | Manson ♥ "This Is The New Shit" ]

School's been out for almost 2 weeks and I haven't seen my friends since then. I'm beginning to crack from the pressure of being home all the time like this.
My third straight day of sitting around in my pajamas wishing there was something better to do than watch pretty boys hurt themselves on tape for a living and listen to xmas music in June.

Hunter was watching RTB with me, the part where Chavez gets the broken heart tattoo, and he looked so disgusted and told me "I'm leaving. Dad's not home, but I know I'm not supposed to see butts". I love that kid.
What's the talk about RTB2? I know Pete's been joking about it, and I'm loving the thought of more Bedussy/Bad Twin (Bedussy/Bad Twin slash would be hot)

Cute Is What We Aim For's cd comes out tomorrow! You should buy it.
I started listening to them a few days before Pete signed them to Decaydance, and Ben makes fun of me for loving them (Shaant makes me happy in the pants). I'll probably get the cd with whatever cash I have after I buy a new sketchbook and some beads.

"One awkward silence
And two hopes you cry yourself to sleep
Staying up, waiting by the phone
And all I want this year is for you
to dedicate your last breath to me
Before you bury yourself alive"

p.s.
DO THIS.
http://dothebullwinkle.livejournal.com/115073.html

The telephone was the worst invention ever.

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 18:04:27 GMT

[mood | i hurt]
[music | Showbread ♥ "Dead By Dawn" ]

I need some way to pass the days, so...
The first ten people to give me the following will get a Dugera fic written for them
-- NOUN (person, place, or thing)
-- COLOR
-- SCENT

Getting up at noon screws with my day.

This song gives me chills.

I was up all night freaking out. And then I drank some hot chocolate and watched Jackass, so it's all good/gay.

I can tell it's worrying my mother that it doesn't look like all this drama with my dad are affecting me at all. They are, really bad. But I internalize things. That's just who I am. The closest I ever get to telling anything to anyone is this journal and this isn't even the half of it.

Sorry for the randomness, I'm not awake enough yet.

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 23:35:35 GMT

To make up for my previous angst...
Mike is unbelievably stoned and Tre talks about dating boys (coughBILLIEcough) and they're just so young and obnoxious...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2geImdA4k8o&search=Green%20Day%20Interview-Out%20Of%20Focus%202

Pee Ess
If your name is Shmurf you should probably answer your phone.

[EDIT]
~~New layout (thesebullets)~~
Scratch that, I made a Jackass2 layout and it's sexy.

-- Bam tells Ryan about when Jess brought Ryan home for the first time and Bam was in awe of him and his drug past and the whole mystery of a new person.

-- What happened with Bam and Ryan after Ryan and Novak faught on the Haggard Behind the Scenes

-- And the third one is a secret.

Yaaaaay slash!

[EDIT BECAUSE I EDIT EVERYTHING A MILLION TIMES]
http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d140/irideshortbus_/petemmvma6.jpg
Oh man, as much as I adore Tricky, he's totally ripping off that picture where Ben's wearing my sunglasses and purple jacket.

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 18:47:37 GMT

[mood | worried]
[music | Gorilla Biscuits ♥ "Big Mouth" ]

Dear Peter Motherfucking Wentzface,
Stop being such a self-destructive fuckhole.
I'm supposed to laugh at you and defend you.
Not worry about you.
Also, tell Jenae to die sometime in the near future.
KTHANX.
(p.s. No one really believes the lie about punching a wall,because the scratches on your hands just don't look right)
//♥

Yeah, so this is a shitty entry but I don't really have anything else to say other than I want to go eat something cold because it's hot out. And I know it's father's day but I reeeally don't want to call my dad.

[EDIT]
:plotbunny dance:
Hell yes.

[DOUBLE EDIT]
Tremaine himself called Jackass 2 even gayer than the first one.
I may have exploded just now...

[EDIT TIMES THREE]
I didn't mean to start shit about Pete.
I didn't mean for it to sound like he cuts himself. Things just looked suspicious to me.
I just care about him (as much as I don't wanna admit it)
I don't really hate Jenae, she's not even close to being any of my business.
But Pete kinda makes his life everyone elses business by posting it everywhere.
Plus VWT was way overdue in the Drama Llama department.

I have no fucking clue what they're singing in this song

Sun, 18 Jun 2006 02:03:35 GMT

[mood | sick/gross]
[music | Toky Ska Paradise Orchestra ♥ "Shiina Ringo" ]

I kicked my mother's ass at the 90's Triva Game today. I win at life.

I spent 2 hours trying to get questionablecontent.net to upload last night... and then I remembered it was FRIDAY NIGHT. </dumbass>

Would anyone be interested in a Dudesons/Viva/Jackass/Etc. community? It would be for fics, pictures, news, and general fangirliness. I don't want to make it unless people post, but I'll make it if there's enough interest.

I am SERIOUSLY going to print this out and hang it up in my room so that I will never, ever be sad again! No matter where you happened to be in the world yesterday, you probably heard me squee-ing. I was terrifyingly happy about this (and it's my desktop background now!)

He's all glistening and drink and... :swoon:
And I love those girl's dresses.
And the fact that there seems to be new J2 stuff every day.
And that Maddy already has an icon from this pic.
But WHY THE FUCK DID HE TATTOO "BOOKWORM" ON HIS DAMN HANDS? I love all of his tattoos before this one. They suited his personality and his body and they really accented his sexiness, and now he just looks like a Good Charlotte ripoff (sorry, sorry, that was kinda harsh to both parties).
Anyways, I'm praying it's a fake.

But... yeah. I'll never stop loving the Jackass crew.

Sorry for the typos, my hands are shaking and they're forgetting how to type.

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 03:25:19 GMT

[mood | worn-down]
[music | Sublime ♥ "Smoke Two Joints" ]

"So sick of being tired
and oh so tired of being sick"

Let's pretend like I didn't spend this morning "hoppin' about to rap music" and watching The Dudesons on youtube, only to spend all afternoon catching up on the OTP.
Yeah, I'm a nerd, but I had a shitty day. I just needed to veg out and get fangirly before I lost the love all-together.

Wentzy and Sonny Moore need to have Horse Vs. Koala fight to the death. Sonny would lose because he's not that terrible of a person. Yeah, he's a nazi, but Pete eats babies. But I am kinda jealous that they both have better hair than I do.

I know it's old news, but no straight man gets a dick BRANDED on his ass and has matching ass-tattoos with another (quite girly) man. And Bam's "anal infection"? Come on, I really don't see how so many homophobes love him.

I don't know why I'm so upset today, I guess it's just the fucking anxiety shit getting to me. I'm all shaky and fidgety. I will keep my secrets to myself.

This was the end result of three hours of random Dugera/Dudesons doodling on Hunter's Magnadoodle. I should dig out some of my Bam/Ryan/Tree comic thingies. I know Shmurf's got a ton of them.

I'm really starting to love The Dudesons. They're cute and foreign and I hope they'll fill the gap left by VLB once they get on US tv next month. I'm tempted to learn Finnish. Would anyone know how I'd go about doing this?

I'm working on a big collage (I've put in at least 10 hours and it's still not done) and a picture of Bam, Ryan, and Piggie Satan that says "Ryan is not Jesus, Satan says 'oink' and Bam Is Very Gay". I'm hoping to finish them both this weekend. I'll post them when I'm done.

I promise I'm done being a postwhore

p.s.
Is limewire working for anyone? Mine's been muffed up for about a week now.

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 14:48:19 GMT

[mood | excited]
[music | Skankin' Pickle ♥ "Fakin' Jamaican" ]

"the best part about all of this, is being able to go to google and type in 'pete wentz penis' then hit 'im feeling lucky' and have the pictures come up.
and i know you all went and tried it."
And people say VWT is mean to Pete.
I love the interweb.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pp0r03mSl5Q
Eee! It's the trailer for Jackass 2!
:dances in circles and flails a bit:
I think there's 100 days left.

p.s.
I just checked my flist and all of you posted the link too.
Jesus, the internet is cool. But sometimes ~~P33T P33N~~ word travels too fast.

This one turned out so much better than I ever could've hoped.

Polyester princess? This dress was free from a place called Jessica's Closet in Muscatine.

I think the boys named him snowball...

I braided my hair before bed and this was the result.
I dunno if I like it.

Bye!