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So yeah, I've been shitty about not posting a good-bye entry, so here it is...

I've been on LJ for just over 4 years, and it's helped me through the toughest times in my life... I just don't need it anymore. I'm spending more time focusing on school and finding a job and normal having-a-life things.

So while things aren't good around here, I think I'm finally over all of the shit that's been going on since I first started LJ.

And to the handful of people who I totally and completely owe my life to:
you know who you are, love and kisses.

I still keep up on Dugera happenings, so keep writing, yo. XD

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[mood | Image hosting by Photobucket yum, peanut butter]
[music | TV ]

I spent most of today sniffing inscence at the dollar store and sitting on the floor of Ben's living room. And I tivo'd Dazed And Confused tonight!
...is it possible to be a stoner and not smoke pot? XD

I typed up a long entry this morning, but it just made me sound immature and angsty. I'm going to focus on the positive, okay?

Summer needs to be over. I like seeing people every day.

P.S. (mainly for Shmurf)
My neck is oozing. Is that bad?

hehe... goat.

This was the straw that broke the camel's back.

[mood | Image hosting by Photobucket crying]
[music | Rancid ♥ "Time Bomb" ]

Another fucking day of sitting at home being pissed off at my mother. This is bullshit.
It would be so much better if we lived in town where I could walk around and just see people.

I'm kind of freaking out about things right now. I haven't heard from my dad since the day before Father's day, Storm might have to get another surgery done on his back, and I'm not even going to get started on Shmurf.

I accidentally took my mom's seroquel last night instead of the medicine I'm supposed to be taking and I slept from 8 last night to 10 this morning. I feel like shit because Shmurf's been trying to talk to me all day and I haven't wanted to talk on the phone. She's going to Ben's today anyways, so whatever.

Yesterday was pretty awesome. I did a lot of sewing and drawin g and I took some pictures of everything. I'll post them later. I'm currently not speaking to my mother and my camera's upstairs.

I'll start commenting again in a few days.
For now, I'm going to try to chill out.

Can anyone tell me if my icon is spelled right? I don't know Finnish at all, but some of you do.

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The internet hates me and will load everything except LJ pages. My last entry took me like 8 tries to do, and it pretty much refuses to let me check my flist.

So I guess I'll be gone untill the internet decides to stop being a whore.

Maybe this means I need to get off my lazy ass and clean my room?

The internet hates me. >:U

[mood | Image hosting by Photobucket hot]
[music | Rancid ♥ "Ruby Soho" ]

I made pretzels from scratch and they're yummy.

Today's my mom's birthday. Woot.

I've been drawing random comics on Hunter's magnadoodle, except no one in my family gets them, because it's mostly poking fun at the scene. I'm thinking about putting them on paper and starting a webcomic (cuz, y'know... all the cool kids are doing it these days).

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[mood | Image hosting by Photobucket cold]
[music | Rancid - "Junkie Man"]

Peetah's blogging is getting crazy. I've said it a million times, but he writes what I need to hear.

I just got back from my appointment. I'm on depression medication now, and I go back in 3 weeks to get put on meds for anxiety. I don't really want to be on medication but fuck am I tired of feeling like this. She mostly just asked about family history and I took a fill-in-the-bubbles standard "crazy person test". I told her my dad's schitzophrenic, so she aksed me a million times if I heard voices or had hallicunations (I don't). The first thing she said when she saw me was that I look like a very artistic person, and that's always nice to hear. A bathroom got myseriously VWT'd today... gee... I don't know who could have done it... :shifty eyes:

Shmurf went home today. Saturday we went to the mall and molested a cardboard Johnny Depp. Shmurf totally touched the monkey button and we saw a book called "Jesus Christ" and she yelled "OH MY GOD, JESUS CHRIST". We joked about moving the bibles to the Religious Fiction section. Come to think of it, I'm surprised we didn't get kicked out.

We had a lot of fun at the mall with Benface when he got there, and I spent almost all of my money on pretty clothes that were on sale.

That night we played in the rain and named the kittens Fleedly-Dop-Dop and Fleedly-Doo, because we're cool like that. And we stayed up late talking about things that needed to be said and we realized that the two of us are too fucked up in the head to not keep each other up-to-date with what's going on.

Yesterday we played in the hose and found a teeny-tiny little toad that we named Jorje. I tried and failed at making a VWT shirt, but at least we had fun. We watched "The Hills Have Eyes" and got really pissed that they didn't eat the damn baby. And I lasso'd Shmurf's toe.

Even though this post was mainly for the pictures of this weekend, and I just uploaded them, I'm not gonna post them yet. Later, for sure.

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[mood | Image hosting by Photobucket hyper]
[music | Green Day - "Platypus (Worry Rock)"]

Much love to Zoe for kicking ass and sending me music all of the time. I love her to death.

I'm loving VWT extra lately. I don't know why, but the LOLZ have been super good.

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.
(damn, all of "Louder Now" won't fit)

In no particular order
1. "Twenty Twenty Surgery" - Taking Back Sunday
2. "Yule Shoot Your Eye Out" - Fall Out Boy
3. "It's Cool, We Can Still Be Friends" - Bright Eyes
4. "Let's Get It On" - Patrick Stump :melt:
5. "Ape Dos Mil" - Glassjaw
6. "You Can't Con An Honest John" - The Streets
7. "Gummi Bears" - Suburban Legends
(there are a million more)


Look at my LJ interests. Pick 5 that you find confusing or intriguing, and comment here. I'll explain what it means and what makes it significant to me.
Then, if you want, please post this in your own LJ, if you'd be so kind, so that I can learn about your interests.

(I took out all of my interests except for the super-unique ones awhile ago)

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[mood | Image hosting by Photobucket allergic]
[music | Bright Eyes ]

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The razor bling necklace I want so damn bad is back on clandestine for sale and I have enough money for it!
I'm SO buying it if my shopping plans for this weekend fall through.
If I end up spending this money, I'll just save up for a few weeks till I can buy it.
I need it.